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This is the night when I must die,

And great Orion walketh high

In silent glory overhead:

He’ll set just after I am dead.

A week this night, I’m in my grave:

Orion walketh o’er the wave:

Down in the dark damp earth I lie,

While he doth march in majesty.

A few weeks hence and spring will come;

The earth will bright array put on

Of daisy and of primrose bright,

And everything which loves the light.

And someone to my child will say,

“You’ll soon forget that you could play

Beethoven; let us hear a strain

From that slow movement once again.”

And so she’ll play that melody,

While I among the worms do lie;

Dead to them all, forever dead;

The churchyard clay dense overhead.

I once did think there might be mine

One friendship perfect and divine;

Alas! that dream dissolved in tears

Before I’d counted twenty years.

For I was ever commonplace;

Of genius never had a trace;

My thoughts the world have never fed,

Mere echoes of the book last read.

Those whom I knew I cannot blame:

If they are cold, I am the same:

How could they ever show to me

More than a common courtesy?

There is no deed which I have done;

There is no love which I have won,

To make them for a moment grieve

That I this night their earth must leave.

Thus, moaning at the break of day,

A man upon his deathbed lay;

A moment more and all was still;

The Morning Star came o’er the hill.

But when the dawn lay on his face,

It kindled an immortal grace;

As if in death that Life were shown

Which lives not in the great alone.

Orion sank down in the west

Just as he sank into his rest;

I closed in solitude his eyes,

And watched him till the sun’s uprise.