As I walked through the school hallway, I felt eyes on me like a hawk's. A familiar tightness squeezed my chest, my breath hitched, and my body started to tremble. Then I saw Avani, and the panic receded for a second. She walked up and hugged me. "Hey girl, you okay? You look… sweaty, and you're shaking." Her voice was laced with concern.
"I-I'm fine." Why did I stutter? Ugh. I sighed. "Y/n, you are *not* okay. Your eyes are watering, you're pale, and you're shaking!" She said, her voice sharp with worry. "I’m having a panic attack."
Avani pulled me close, her arms tight around me. "Everything's gonna be okay, Y/n. You're one of the bravest people I know. We can do this together." Tears welled up, and I buried my face in the crook of her neck, sobbing. "I love you, Avani."
"I love you too, Y/n/n." She squeezed me tighter.
~Time skip to lunch~
I grabbed a tray in the cafeteria, telling the lunch staff I wanted a fish sandwich, apple juice, and spicy Doritos. Honestly, the food here sucks. The only thing worth eating is the Doritos, and my lemonade from home. As I walked toward our table, Avani winked, holding her tray up to show she couldn’t wave. I smiled and winked back. "Wanna go sit over there?" She said, gesturing toward her boyfriend and the rest of our friends.
I shrugged and sat down next to her. My girlfriend, Billie, walked towards me, arms open for a hug. "Hey mamas, how’s your day been so far?" she said, wrapping her arms around my neck and pressing a kiss to my lips. "It's been amazing, but you just made it better."
"I love you so much," Billie chuckled. "I love you too, Eilish." I said, leaning into her, her hand on my thigh. "Hey Billie, I love your outfit." Avani said, pulling Billie in for a hug. "Wassup Avani, thanks." Billie replied.
"Ayee, hands off my girl!" Avani’s boyfriend, Que, said, joking. Avani elbowed him playfully. "Shut up, Que, you know I wouldn’t steal your girl. I already got the best one ever!" Billie said, kissing me on the cheek, making me blush. They dap each other up. "Dude, that outfit looks lit!!" Billie said, eyeing Que up and down. "Thanks!" Que chuckled.
"So what are you guys gonna be for Halloween? Y/n is gonna be a zombie cheerleader and I'm gonna be a zombie football player!" Billie said, squeezing my hand. I shrugged my shoulders. "Me and Avani are gonna be Pikachu and Ash."
"Lit," Billie said as the bell rang, signaling the end of lunch. "Time for choir." Billie and I said at the same time, laughing. "You got your song done yet?" Billie said, holding out her hands to dump both our trays and hand them to the lunch staff.
"Yeah, I can't wait for everyone to hear it." I grinned. "I got my song done too." Billie said, showing me her finished paper but making sure i didn't read it because we agreed that both of our songs are gonna be a surprise for each other. We have to write a song for someone in choir and then sing it to the whole class and then the class has to guess who the song was written for, the person we wrote it for already knows it's for them, so if no one guesses that person than that person has to raise their hand and do their song and then it goes from there.
Here’s my song, Ocean Eyes:
I've been watching you For some time Can't stop staring At those ocean eyes Burning cities And napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you gimme those ocean eyes I'm scared I've never fallen from quite this high Fallen into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you gimme those ocean eyes I'm scared I've never fallen from quite this high Fallen into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes
No fair You really know how to make me cry When you gimme those ocean eyes I'm scared I've never fallen from quite this high Fallen into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes
No fair You really know how to make me cry When you gimme those ocean eyes I'm scared I've never fallen from quite this high Fallen into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes
No fair
(A/n: The real song is by Billie Eilish, Ocean Eyes is HER song I do NOT own this song nor did I make the song)
~Skip to in the middle of choir because I'm lazy:)~
It was my turn to sing, and I was getting nervous. Billie could tell, and she mouthed, "You’re gonna do great," giving me a thumbs up. I walked to the front of the class, and my anxiety flared. I felt overheated, my chest tight, and my body trembled. Surprisingly, I sang just fine. "Very good, Mrs. Y/l/n," our choir teacher, Mrs. Dante, said, clapping. As I sat back down, Billie went to the front of the class. "This is my song called hostage, which I made for a very special someone in this room," she said, winking at me.
(A/n: Pretend her hair is black with green roots)
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After she finished, she came up to me, nervously. “So… how’d I do?” I stared into space for a minute, stunned by how beautiful her song was. “OH MY GOD BILLIE, YOU DID AMAZING!! I LOVED IT!!!" I finally said, pulling her into a passionate hug. "It took me forever to write the song. I stayed up for like a week straight, just to get it perfect for you. Well, I also got to make up the hours of sleep I lost because I got it done a week before it was due." She chuckled.
"That was the most beautiful song I have ever heard, in my life." I said, giving her puppy dog eyes and kissing her lips. “You gonna get some of this.” she said, motioning down to in between her legs. "When, Daddy?" I said, smirking. "Tonight, kitten." She said, teasing my clit through my pants with her hand. "Daddy, stop, we're gonna get caught!!" I whispered, trying not to moan. "Well you're gonna get done rough when we get home." She said, biting her lip.