“You sure you’re not gay?”
“You sure you’re not gay?” The question hung in the air, repeated like a broken record.
**Taehyung’s Perspective:**
I was heading to Jungkook’s place. He’d texted earlier, Mom had cooked before leaving with Dad, and she always makes the best food. How could I say no? My stomach was empty, and frankly, I was too lazy to cook. I missed the days when I still lived with my parents. Jungkook still had that privilege, but it wouldn’t last much longer. He’d turn twenty-one next month. I needed to find a gift for him. I’d drop a few hints and see what sparks his interest.
When I arrived, I just walked in. I have a key for a reason. Inside, I could already hear him cursing—he’d started gaming without me. That little brat. I’d kill him later in the game, I swore. I walked slowly and silently behind the couch where he was desperately trying to stay alive. I let my hands fall on his shoulders, massaging them. Maybe a little *too* much pressure. He flinched, but then it hit him. He turned around, looking at me.
“It’s not what it looks like… Jimin invited me to play, and you weren’t here yet, so…” He braced for my reaction.
I tried to look angry, but it was too much. I started laughing and sat down beside him. “Come on. Give me a controller, and we fight it out on the battlefield.”
**Jungkook’s Perspective:**
Okay, he really thinks he’s letting me off the hook this easily? I need to brace myself for what’s coming. Nothing happened yet, but it’s brewing. We were just jumping on the couch, shouting with every win or loss. Everything was normal until everything went black. If Taehyung wasn’t going to mess me up, my karma would. Nice.
“Yo, Hyung, I think we have a blackout here.” It didn't sound smart, but what else was I supposed to say?
“Oh, really? I didn’t realize. Thank you.”
I deserved that one. “Tae, I think the Wi-Fi is still working. Mind if we watch a movie?”
“Why not? Is your laptop charged?”
I bit my lip. “No…?”
Taehyung sighed. “Your phone?”
I grabbed my phone, thankfully still plugged in. “One hundred percent.”
Taehyung smirked. “So, what kind of movie?”
“No. We are *not* watching porn, Taehyung. That one time was enough.”
“As if it was that bad. We didn’t even see each other. It was back-to-back, so we didn’t really touch.”
I took a deep breath. “Yeah, but hearing you… didn’t really help the whole situation.”
“May I refresh your memory, Mister ‘I last long but at that time I didn’t even last for five minutes’? You probably even enjoyed hearing me.”
My face heated up. I bolted for the bathroom. “Whatever. Just pick something. I’m going to the bathroom, quick.”
“Jerking off remembering me moaning?”
“I’m not answering that.”
“I knew it.”
This guy, I swear, is going to be the death of me. No wonder people think we’re dating.
**Taehyung’s Perspective:**
Jungkook practically ran into the bathroom. Was that too much? Nah.
I unlocked his phone. Good thing my fingerprint was still saved. I opened his browser and checked his history. He said he found a good website with free movies—probably illegal, but we’ve done worse.
But what I saw… it shook me.
‘Gayporn.com’ ‘xHamster.com’ ‘daddy4life69.com’ ‘goodboyneedsdaddy.com’ …and on and on.
“Oh, this is going to be good.”
“What’s going to be good, Hyung?”
I almost threw his phone at the wall. “The movie, yeah… hahaha… so, uhm… what was the website called?”
Silence.
“So you were snooping through my browser history?”
Fuck. Busted. Wasted. What do I do now?
“What no. What are you even talking about? What *is* browser, anyway?”
“Taehyung.”
“No.”
“I was just curious, okay? Calm down.” I heard him laughing.
I exhaled deeply. “So did you try it?”
“Are we really going to have this conversation right now?”
“Well… I’m kinda curious too, so…”
“You want to watch gay porn?”
“When you offer it like that, how should I say no?”
“I’m not offering anything.”
“Okay, okay, stop begging. I’m putting it on.”
I bit my lip. “Ten seconds.”
“No really but by now I know how my Body reacts so some Things and…”
“Ah right the Daddy Kink”
“Shut up.”
“Would you please stop teasing me. This is already awkward enough.”
I chuckled. “You make it awkward.”
“You know I don't like being naked around other People.”
“But we aren’t naked Kookie~ Or do you secretly want to get naked?”
He ran into the bathroom. “Whatever just pick something. I’m going to the bathroom real quick.”
“Jerking off remembering me moaning?”
“I’m not answering that.”
“I knew it.”
This guy I swear is going to be the death of me. No wonder People think we are Dating.
**Taehyung’s Perspective:**
Jungkook literally ran into the bathroom. Was that too much? Nah.
I unlocked his phone. Good Thing my Fingerprint is still saved. I opened his Browser and searched in his histoy. He told he found a nice Website where you could watch all sorts of Movies for free. Propably ilegal but...we did worse.
But what i saw is his history made me shook.
'Gayporn.com' 'xHamster.com' 'daddy4life69.com' 'goodboyneedsdaddy.com' . . . .
"Oh this is going to be good."
"What's going to be good hyung?"
I nearly threw his phone at the wall.
"THE MOVIE yeah...hahaha....so uhm....what was the Website called?"
Silence....
"So you we're snooping my Browser history huh"
Fuck. Busted. Wasted. What am i supposed to do now?!
"What no. What are you even talking about? What is Browser anyway?"
"Taehyung"
"No"
"I was just curious okay calm down." I heard him laughing.
I exhaled deeply.
"So did you try it?"
"Are we realy going to have this conversation right now?"
"Well...i'm kinda curious too so..."
"You wan't to watch gay porn??"
"when you offer it like that how should i say no."
"I'm not offering anything."
"Okay okay stop begging. I'm putting it on."
"At least go on Tumblr. Then my Phone isn't completly busted."
I opened Tumblr and the first Thing i saw was a dick.
"You sure you're not gay?" I looked at him and saw how red he was.
"The fuck do i know. Honestly i have no idea."
I nodded and searched for a nice Account.
When i found one Jungkook sat down beside me with a blanked in his arms. He threw the blanked over us and made sure we we're both fully coverd.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm sorry but i want privacy."
"So you are planning on jerking off?"
"No really but by now i know how my Body reacts so some Things and..."
"Ah right the Daddy Kink"
"Shut up."
"Would you please stop teasing me. This is already awkward enough."
I chuckled. "You make it awkward."
"You know i don't like being naked around other People."
"But we aren’t naked Kookie~ Or do you secretly wan't to get naked?"
He pulled the blanked over his head. "Stoooop"
"Okay okay i will okay? Now come out. No pun intended i swear."
He slowly came out from under the covers. "I hate you sometimes you know."
"Aw i love you too Jungkookie~"
"I swear im going under the covers again!"
I raised a eyebrow at him. After realizing what he said he blushed. How cute.
I chuckled and pressed Play on a random Video. I stared at the Screen. Two men on top of each other, kissing, passionate. Naked. I swallowed hard. I felt myself my insides bruning. What the heck is Happening here. My breath was unsteady. Then i heard a small whimper. I looked over to Jungkook. He was in the same state as me. His cheeks red. Breath unsteady. His chest rising at a fast pace. And that damn whimper. So cute. Fuck.
Wait am i horny for my best friend now? But he Looks so cute and hot. How is that even possible? Maybe i’m the gay one here? Jungkook looked up to me and catched me staring at him.
“what?” he breathed out. I just couldn’t look away. He was nervously licking his lips. “Tae are you okay? We can stop if you feel uncomfortable.”
I would feel comfortable if you would not breath out my Name while looking hot and cute at the same time, and if you would please stop licking your lips thank you. Well i couldn’t say that outloud tho.
“Tae? Hey come on talk to me.” He came closer to my face. What did i do to deserve this? I’m going to die. Jungkook came closer and closer. He propably just wanted to see if i got a fever but this was too much for me to take.
“Don’t” That was all that came out of my mouth. He was looking at me confused but didn’t sat back down.
“Why?” he breathed against my face. Fuck i’m going to hell.
“Jungkook please.”
He looked me straight in the face. Man beside our dicks and his look nothing is straight right now. I wouldn’t complain about it if it wasn’t my best friend.
“Tae does that mean i’m normal? Is it okay for me to like man? You don’t think it’s wrong do you?”
Okay who ever told him that shit is going to get beat up. Kookie was never so insecure. Well beside the fact of the naked Thing.
“Ofcourse not Kookie. Nobody can Control his Feelings. Everything is ok.”
He smiled at me and let his head fall on my shoulder. “I’m glad that I have you here Taehyung.Thank you.”
“Anytime.” Without thinking I stroke his hair. At first he tensed up but then he relaxed. He was basically sitting on my lap now with his head on my shoulder. I swear if he isn’t Feeling my dick right now it would be the luckiest day in my life. But I don’t have luck. He swallowed hard but didn’t said anything. Man sometimes i really love this guy.
Wait what?
The real question here is if I’m sure that I’m not gay. And the answer is as obvious as the whole Situation right now.
I am totally not sure anymore.
First Chap is over. I know there are like 100000000000000 mistakes in there but please bear with me. I’m not english. I just wanted to try writing in english and i really like it so i’m going to write more stuff in english. It’s not like anybody will read this anyway so…see you next time imaginary Readers ^^