VI + 

Heat, damp and overwhelming, and thick with the scent of fresh-cut hay and the half-fetid odor of the salt marshes, settled over Durham, reducing all life to a state of tropical relaxation. Even in the mornings when Sybil rode with OвАЩHara across the meadows, there was no coolness and no dew on the grass. Only Aunt Cassie, thin and wiry, and Anson, guided perpetually by a sense of duty which took no reckoning of such things as weather, resisted the muggy warmth. Aunt Cassie, alike indifferent to heat and cold, storm or calm, continued her indefatigable rounds. Sabine, remarking that she had always known that New England was the hottest place this side of Sheol, settled into a state of complete inertia, not stirring from the house until after the sun had disappeared. Even then her only action was to come to Pentlands to sit in the writing-room playing bridge languidly with Olivia and John Pentland and old Mrs.¬†Soames. + 

The old lady grew daily more dazed and forgetful and irritating as a fourth at bridge. John Pentland always insisted upon playing with her, saying that they understood each otherвАЩs game; but he deceived no one, save Mrs.¬†Soames, whose wits were at best a little dim; the others knew that it was to protect her. They saw him sit calmly and patiently while she bid suits she could not possibly make, while she trumped his tricks and excused herself on the ground of bad eyesight. She had been a great beauty once and she was still, with all her paint and powder, a vain woman. She would not wear spectacles and so played by looking through lorgnettes, which lowered the whole tempo of the game and added to the confusion. At times, in the midst of the old ladyвАЩs blunders, a look of murder came into the green eyes of Sabine, but Olivia managed somehow to prevent any outburst; she even managed to force Sabine into playing on, night after night. The patience and tenderness of the old man towards Mrs.¬†Soames moved her profoundly, and she fancied that Sabine, tooвБ†вАФhard, cynical, intolerant SabineвБ†вАФwas touched by it. There was a curious, unsuspected soft spot in Sabine, as if in some way she understood the bond between the two old people. Sabine, who allowed herself to be bored by no one, presently became willing to sit there night after night bearing this special boredom patiently. + 

Once when Olivia said to her, вАЬWeвАЩll all be old some day. Perhaps weвАЩll be worse than old Mrs.¬†Soames,вАЭ Sabine replied with a shrug of bitterness, вАЬOld age is a bore. ThatвАЩs the trouble with us, Olivia. WeвАЩll never give up and become old ladies. It used to be the beauties who clung to youth, and now all of us do it. WeвАЩll probably be painted old horrorsвБ†вАКвБ†вА¶ like her.вАЭ + 

вАЬPerhaps,вАЭ replied Olivia, and a kind of terror took possession of her at the thought that she would be forty on her next birthday and that nothing lay before her, even in the immediate future, save evenings like these, playing bridge with old people until presently she herself was old, always in the melancholy atmosphere of the big house at Pentlands. + 

вАЬBut I shanвАЩt take to drugs,вАЭ said Sabine. вАЬAt least I shanвАЩt do that.вАЭ + 

Olivia looked at her sharply. вАЬWho takes drugs?вАЭ she asked. + 

вАЬWhy, she doesвБ†вАКвБ†вА¶ old Mrs.¬†Soames. SheвАЩs taken drugs for years. I thought everyone knew it.вАЭ + 

вАЬNo,вАЭ said Olivia sadly. вАЬI never knew it.вАЭ + 

Sabine laughed. вАЬYou are an innocent,вАЭ she answered. + 

And after Sabine had gone home, the cloud of melancholy clung to her for hours. She felt suddenly that Anson and Aunt Cassie might be right, after all. There was something dangerous in a woman like Sabine, who tore aside every veil, who sacrificed everything to her passion for the truth. Somehow it riddled a world which at its best was not too cheerful. + 

There were evenings when Mrs.¬†Soames sent word that she was feeling too ill to play, and on those occasions John Pentland drove over to see her, and the bridge was played instead at Brook Cottage with OвАЩHara and a fourth recruited impersonally from the countryside. To Sabine, the choice was a matter of indifference so long as the chosen one could play well. + 

It happened on these occasions that OвАЩHara and Olivia came to play together, making a sort of team, which worked admirably. He played as she knew he would play, aggressively and brilliantly, with a fierce concentration and a determination to win. It fascinated her that a man who had spent most of his life in circles where bridge played no part, should have mastered the intricate game so completely. She fancied him taking lessons with the same passionate application which he had given to his career. + 

He did not speak to her again of the things he had touched upon during that first hot night on the terrace, and she was careful never to find herself alone with him. She was ashamed at the game she playedвБ†вАФof seeing him always with Sabine or riding with Sybil and giving him no chance to speak; it seemed to her that such behavior was cheap and dishonest. Yet she could not bring herself to refuse seeing him, partly because to refuse would have aroused the suspicions of the already interested Sabine, but more because she wanted to see him. She found a kind of delight in the way he looked at her, in the perfection with which they came to understand each otherвАЩs game; and though he did not see her alone, he kept telling her in a hundred subtle ways that he was a man in love, who adored her. + 

She told herself that she was behaving like a silly schoolgirl, but she could not bring herself to give him up altogether. It seemed to her unbearable that she should lose these rare happy evenings. And she was afraid, too, that Sabine would call her a fool. + 

As early summer turned into July, old Mrs.¬†Soames came less and less frequently to play bridge and there were times when Sabine, dining out or retiring early, left them without any game at all and the old familiar stillness came to settle over the drawing-room at PentlandsвБ†вАКвБ†вА¶ evenings when Olivia and Sybil played double patience and Anson worked at Mr.¬†LowellвАЩs desk over the mazes of the Pentland Family history. + 

On one of these evenings, when OliviaвАЩs eyes had grown weary of reading, she closed her book and, turning toward her husband, called his name. When he did not answer her at once she spoke to him again, and waited until he looked up. Then she said, вАЬAnson, I have taken up riding again. I think it is doing me good.вАЭ + 

But Anson, lost somewhere in the chapter about Savina Pentland and her friendship with Ingres, was not interested and made no answer. + 

вАЬI go in the mornings,вАЭ she repeated, вАЬbefore breakfast, with Sybil.вАЭ + 

Anson said, вАЬYes,вАЭ again, and then, вАЬI think it an excellent ideaвБ†вАФyour color is better,вАЭ and went back to his work. + 

So she succeeded in telling him that it was all right about Sybil and OвАЩHara. She managed to tell him without actually saying it that she would go with them and prevent any entanglement. She had told him, too, without once alluding to the scene of which he was ashamed. And she knew, of course, now, that there was no danger of any entanglement, at least not one which involved Sybil. + 

Sitting with the book closed in her lap, she remained for a time watching the back of her husbandвАЩs headвБ†вАФthe thin gray hair, the cords that stood out weakly under the desiccated skin, the too small ears set too close against the skull; and in reality, all the while she was seeing another head set upon a full muscular neck, the skin tanned and glowing with the flush of health, the thick hair short and vigorous; and she felt an odd, inexplicable desire to weep, thinking at the same time, вАЬI am a wicked woman. I must be really bad.вАЭ For she had never known before what it was to be in love and she had lived for nearly twenty years in a family where love had occupied a poor forgotten niche. + 

She was sitting thus when John Pentland came in at last, looking more yellow and haggard than he had been in days. She asked him quietly, so as not to disturb Anson, whether Mrs.¬†Soames was really ill. вАЬNo,вАЭ said the old man, вАЬI donвАЩt think so; she seems all right, a little tired, thatвАЩs all. WeвАЩre all growing old.вАЭ + 

He seated himself and began to read like the others, pretending clearly an interest which he did not feel, for Olivia caught him suddenly staring before him in a line beyond the printed page. She saw that he was not reading at all, and in the back of her mind a little cluster of words kept repeating themselvesвБ†вАФвАЬa little tired, thatвАЩs all, weвАЩre all growing old; a little tired, thatвАЩs all, weвАЩre all growing oldвАЭвБ†вАФover and over again monotonously, as if she were hypnotizing herself. She found herself, too, staring into space in the same enchanted fashion as the old man. And then, all at once, she became aware of a figure standing in the doorway beckoning to her, and, focusing her gaze, she saw that it was Nannie, clad in a dressing-gown, her old face screwed up in an expression of anxiety. She had some reason for not disturbing the others, for she did not speak. Standing in the shadow, she beckoned; and Olivia, rising quietly, went out into the hall, closing the door behind her. + 

There, in the dim light, she saw that the old woman had been crying and was shaking in fright. She said, вАЬSomething had happened to Jack, something dreadful.вАЭ + 

She had known what it was before Nannie spoke. It seemed to her that she had known all along, and now there was no sense of shock but only a hard, dead numbness of all feeling. + 

вАЬCall up Doctor Jenkins,вАЭ she said, with a kind of dreadful calm, and turning away she went quickly up the long stairs. + 

In the darkness of her own room she did not wait now to listen for the sound of breathing. It had come at lastвБ†вАФthe moment when she would enter the room and, listening for the sound, encounter only the stillness of the night. Beyond, in the room which he had occupied ever since he was a tiny baby, there was the usual dim night-light burning in the corner, and by its dull glow she was able to make out the narrow bed and his figure lying there as it had always lain, asleep. He must have been asleep, she thought, for it was impossible to have died so quietly, without moving. But she knew, of course, that he was dead, and she saw how near to death he had always been, how it was only a matter of slipping over, quite simply and gently. + 

He had escaped them at lastвБ†вАФhis grandfather and herselfвБ†вАФin a moment when they had not been there watching; and belowstairs in the drawing-room John Pentland was sitting with a book in his lap by Mr.¬†LongfellowвАЩs lamp, staring into space, still knowing nothing. And AnsonвАЩs pen scratched away at the history of the Pentland Family and the Massachusetts Bay Colony, while here in the room where she stood the Pentland family had come to an end. + 

She did not weep. She knew that weeping would come later, after the doctor had made his silly futile call to tell her what she already knew. And now that this thing which she had fought for so long had happened, she was aware of a profound peace. It seemed to her even, that the boy, her own son, was happier now; for she had a fear, bordering upon remorse, that they had kept him alive all those years against his will. He looked quiet and still now and not at all as he had looked on those long, terrible nights when she had sat in this same chair by the same bed while, propped among pillows because he could not breathe lying down, he fought for breath and life, more to please her and his grandfather than because he wanted to live. She saw that there could be a great beauty in death. It was not as if he had died alone. He had simply gone to sleep. + 

She experienced, too, an odd and satisfying feeling of reality, of truth, as if in some way the air all about her had become cleared and freshened. Death was not a thing one could deny by pretense. Death was real. It marked the end of something, definitely and clearly for all time. There could be no deceptions about death. + 

She wished now that she had told Nannie not to speak to the others. She wanted to stay there alone in the dimly lighted room until the sky turned gray beyond the marshes. + 

They did not leave her in peace with her son. There came first of all a knock which admitted old Nannie, still trembling and hysterical, followed by the starched and efficient Miss Egan, who bustled about with a hard, professional manner, and then the rattling, noisy sounds of Doctor JenkinsвАЩ Ford as he arrived from the village, and the far-off hoot of a strange motor-horn and a brilliant glare of light as a big motor rounded the corner of the lane at the foot of the drive and swept away toward Brook Cottage. The hall seemed suddenly alive with people, whispering and murmuring together, and there was a sound of hysterical sobbing from some frightened servant. Death, which ought to occur in the quiet beauty of solitude, was being robbed of all its dignity. They would behave like this for days. She knew that it was only now, in the midst of all that pitiful hubbub, that she had lost her son. He had been hers still, after a fashion, while she was alone there in the room. + 

Abruptly, in the midst of the flurry, she remembered that there were others besides herself. There was Sybil, who had come in and stood beside her, grave and sympathetic, pressing her motherвАЩs hand in silence; and Anson, who stood helplessly in the corner, more awkward and useless and timid than ever in the face of death. But most of all, there was John Pentland. He was not in the room. He was nowhere to be seen. + 

She went to search for him, because she knew that he would never come there to face all the others; instead, he would hide himself away like a wounded animal. She knew that there was only one person whom he could bear to see. Together they had fought for the life of the boy and together they must face the cold, hard fact of his death. + 

She found him standing on the terrace, outside the tall windows that opened into the drawing-room, and as she approached, she saw that he was so lost in his sorrow that he did not even notice her. He was like a man in a state of enchantment. He simply stood there, tall and stiff and austere, staring across the marshes in the direction of the sea, alone as he had always been, surrounded by the tragic armor of loneliness that none of them, not even herself, had ever succeeded in piercing. She saw then that there was a grief more terrible than her own. She had lost her son but for John Pentland it was the end of everything. She saw that the whole world had collapsed about him. It was as if he, too, had died. + 

She did not speak to him at first, but simply stood beside him, taking his huge, bony hand in hers, aware that he did not look at her, but kept staring on and on across the marshes in the direction of the sea. And at last she said softly, вАЬIt has happened, at last.вАЭ + 

Still he did not look at her, but he did answer, saying, вАЬI knew,вАЭ in a whisper that was barely audible. There were tears on his leathery old cheeks. He had come out into the darkness of the scented garden to weep. It was the only time that she had ever seen tears in the burning black eyes. + 

Not until long after midnight did all the subdued and vulgar hubbub that surrounds death fade away once more into silence, leaving Olivia alone in the room with Sybil. They did not speak to each other, for they knew well enough the poverty of words, and there was between them no need for speech. + 

At last Olivia said, вАЬYou had best get some sleep, darling; tomorrow will be a troublesome day.вАЭ + 

And then, like a little girl, Sybil came over and seating herself on her motherвАЩs lap put her arms about her neck and kissed her. + 

The girl said softly, вАЬYou are wonderful, Mother. I know that IвАЩll never be so wonderful a woman. We should have spared you tonight, all of us, and instead of that, it was you who managed everything.вАЭ Olivia only kissed her and even smiled a little at Sybil. вАЬI think heвАЩs happier. HeвАЩll never be tired again as he used to be.вАЭ + 

She had risen to leave when both of them heard, far away, somewhere in the distance, the sound of music. It came to them vaguely and in snatches borne in by the breeze from the sea, music that was filled with a wild, barbaric beat, that rose and fell with a passionate sense of life. It seemed to Olivia that there was in the sound of it some dark power which, penetrating the stillness of the old house, shattered the awesome silence that had settled down at last with the approach of death. It was as if life were celebrating its victory over death, in a savage, wild, exultant triumph. + 

It was music, too, that sounded strange and passionate in the thin, clear air of the New England night, such music as none of them had ever heard there before; and slowly, as it rose to a wild crescendo of sound, Olivia recognized itвБ†вАФthe glowing barbaric music of the tribal dances in Prince Igor, being played brilliantly with a sense of abandoned joy. + 

At the same moment Sybil looked at her mother and said, вАЬItвАЩs Jean de Cyon.вБ†вАКвБ†вА¶ IвАЩd forgotten that he was arriving tonight.вАЭ And then sadly, вАЬOf course he doesnвАЩt know.вАЭ + 

There was a sudden light in the girlвАЩs eye, the merest flicker, dying out again quickly, which had a strange, intimate relation to the passionate music. Again it was life triumphing in death. Long afterward Olivia remembered it wellвБ†вАКвБ†вА¶ the light of something which went on and on. + 