I Thought It Was Tangiers I Wanted

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I Thought It Was Tangiers I Wanted

I know now

That Notre Dame is in Paris.

And the Seine is more to me now

Than a wriggling line on a map

Or a name in travel stories.

I know now

There is a Crystal Palace in Antwerp

Where a hundred women sell their naked bodies,

And the night-lovers of sailors

Wait for men on docks in Genoa.

I know now

That a great golden moon

Like a picture-book moon

Really rises behind palm groves

In Africa,

And tom-toms do beat

In village squares under the mango trees.

I know now

That Venice is a church dome

And a net-work of canals,

Tangiers a whiteness under sun.

I thought

It was Tangiers I wanted,

Or the gargoyles of Notre Dame,

Or the Crystal Palace in Antwerp,

Or the golden palm-grove moon in Africa,

Or a church dome and a net-work of canals.

Happiness lies nowhere,

Some old fool said,

If not within oneself.

It’s a sure thing

Notre Dame is in Paris⁠—

But I thought it was Tangiers I wanted.