Words in the Night

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Words in the Night

I woke at midnight, and my heart,

My beating heart, said this to me:

Thou seest the moon, how calm and bright!

The world is fair by day and night,

But what is that to thee?

One touch to me, down dips the light

Over the land and sea.

All is mine, all is my own!

Toss the purple fountain high!

The breast of man is a vat of stone;

I am alive, I, only I!

One little touch and all is dark⁠—

The winter with its sparkling moons,

The spring with all her violets,

The crimson dawns and rich sunsets,

The autumn’s yellowing noons!

I only toss my purple jets,

And thou art one that swoons

Upon a night of gust and roar,

Shipwrecked among the waves, and seems

Across the purple hills to roam:

Sweet odours touch him from the foam,

And downward sinking still he dreams

He walks the clover fields at home

And hears the rattling teams.

All is mine, all is my own!

Toss the purple fountain high!

The breast of man is a vat of stone;

I am alive, I, only I!

Thou hast beheld a throated fountain spout

Full in the air, and in the downward spray

A hovering Iris span the marble tank,

Which, as the wind came, ever rose and sank,

Violet and red; so my continual play

Makes beauty for the Gods with many a prank

Of human excellence, while they,

Weary of all the noon, in shadows sweet,

Supine and heavy-eyed rest in the boundless heat.

Let the world’s fountain play!

Beauty is pleasant in the eyes of Jove;

Betwixt the wavering shadows where he lies

He marks the dancing column with his eyes

Celestial, and amid his inmost grove

Upgathers all his limbs, serenely blest,

Lulled by the mellow noise of the great world’s unrest.

One heart beats in all nature, differing

But in the work it works; its doubts and clamours

Are but the waste and brunt of instruments

Wherewith a work is done, or as the hammers

On forge Cyclopean plied beneath the rents

Of lowest Etna, conquering into shape

The hard and scattered ore;

Choose thou narcotics, and the dizzy grape

Outworking passion, lest with horrid crash

Thy life go from thee in a night of pain;

So tutoring thy vision, shall the flash

Of dove white-breasted be to thee no more

Than a white stone heavy upon the plain.

Hark, the cock crows loud!

And without, all ghastly and ill,

Like a man uplift in his shroud,

The white, white morn is propped on the hill;

And adown from the eaves, pointed and chill

The icicles ’gin to glitter

And the birds with a warble short and shrill

Pass by the chamber-window still⁠—

With a quick, uneasy twitter!

Let me pump warm blood, for the cold is bitter;

And wearily, wearily, one by one,

Men awake with the weary sun!

Life is a phantom shut in thee:

I am the master and keep the key;

So let me toss thee the days of old

Crimson and orange and green and gold;

So let me fill thee yet again

With a rush of dreams from my spout amain;

For all is mine, all is my own:

Toss the purple fountain high!

The breast of man is a vat of stone,

And I am alive, I only, I!