A Vision ofSt.Eligius

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A Vision of St. Eligius

I see thy house, but I am blown about,

A wind-mocked kite, between the earth and sky,

All out of doors⁠—alas! of thy doors out,

And drenched in dews no summer suns can dry.

For every blast is passion of my own;

The dews cold sweats of selfish agony;

Dank vapour steams from memories lying prone;

And all my soul is but a stifled cry.

Lord, thou dost hold my string, else were I driven

Down to some gulf where I were tossed no more,

No turmoil telling I was not in heaven,

No billows raving on a blessed shore.

Thou standest on thy door-sill, calm as day,

And all my throbs and pangs are pulls from thee;

Hold fast the string, lest I should break away

And outer dark and silence swallow me.

No longer fly thy kite, Lord; draw me home.

Thou pull’st the string through all the distance bleak;

Lord, I am nearing thee; O Lord, I come;

Thy pulls grow stronger and the wind grows weak.

In thy remodelling hands thou tak’st thy kite;

A moment to thy bosom hold’st me fast.

Thou flingest me abroad:⁠—lo, in thy might

A strong-winged bird I soar on every blast!