Ova Begins to Take Notice

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Ova Begins to Take Notice

A faggot of instincts

that within the year

rises

the caryatid of an idea

Two elongations of its will

armвБ†вАФcrave

the curious glare

virile

behind unravelable wire

The staring baby

stumbles to the fire

Her consciousness

sluggish

to raucous surfaces

of necessities

quickens

to colourвБ†вАФthrusts

of the quintessent light

вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†until a womanвАЩs

ineludable claws of dominion

lift her above the Elysian

fields of flame

in a receding

prison

of muscular authority

an agency

for displacing

the finer aspects of the objective

in her sight

and turning to shame

the nucleus

вАФвБ†вАКвБ†in infantile impotenceвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

of Primeval Right

The suctional soul

clings to the variвБ†вАФpinct universe

With its reverse

of increate shadow

into which all

elating shows

recede

or roll

A crimson ball

bouncing

to her spontaneous psalms

of happiness

rolls

into nonвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКbeing

under the aeraвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКivyвАЩs

diaper of rainвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКpocked dust

She must

make her a rose

out of red thread

but red

ness

is inadequate

to the becoming of a rose

вАФвАКTheвБ†вАКвАФвБ†вАКredвБ†вАКвАФвБ†вАКreelвБ†вАКвАФвБ†вАКrollsвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

The prismatic sunвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКshow

of fatherвАЩs physic bottles

pierced by the light of day

extinguishes!

as she is carried away

Her entity

she projects

into these sudden colours

for self identification

is lost in recurrent annihilation

with an old desperate unsurprise

Her emotions rise

from no beginning

They are worn

with racial patience

So she is patient

with the temperate underвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

tones of hostile bodies

that stand still

and those

that move

in fretful thunderвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

вАФвБ†вАКfunctions of their

irate Importances

become definedвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

NurseвАЩs

draperies are resigned

The mother

draws near unnaturally

as if to assert her dignity

after some

outrage

that seems to rustle

among her draperies

drawn across her thighs

to bunch over her bustle

Jostled

between revolving

armoured towers

carrying

high up on the top

two little spy holes

eyeingвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

and arms like signals

flapping and cuffing

the heavy upholstered

stuffing

of these

two womenвАЩs netherbodies

The child

whose wordless

thoughts

grow like visionary plants

finds

nothing objective new

and only words

mysterious

Sometimes a new word comes to her

she looks before her

and watches

for its materialization

вАЬIarrheaвАЭ

Two years of her initiation

to light and darknessвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

and another

baby lies

in the young motherвАЩs

arms of indignation

And it is carefully attended to

but all this passing toвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

andвБ†вАФfro of hands

does not weave

brightness about the baby

hands that use

the same things too often

and nothing bright

comes of their use

Over the newвБ†вАФborn

in the bassinet

the armoured towers

are bending

in iron busks

of curved corsets

consultingвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

And in her ear

a half inaudibleвБ†вАФan

iridescent hush

forms вАЬiarrheaвАЭ

вАЬIt is

quite greenвАЭ She hears

The cerebral

mush

convolving in her skull

an obsessional

colourвБ†вАФfetish

veers

to the souvenir

of the delirious ball

deleted

in the ivied

dust

lets fall

an opticвБ†вАФray

upon the catвАЩsвБ†вАФeyes horseвБ†вАФshoe

pinned to a bended bust

And instantly

this fragmentary

simultaneity

of ideas

embodies

the word

A

lucent

iris

shifts

its

irradiate

interstice

glooms and relumes

on an orb of verdigris

An unreal

globe terrestial

of oliveвБ†вАФjewel

dilatesвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФ

вАФвБ†вАКвБ†вАФвБ†вАКevaporates

into the Increate

And as it vanishes

she crawls into the macabre

shadowiness

upon the floor

under the white valances

of the furnitures

to look for it

She is pulled out by her leg