Exodus
Exodus lay under an oak-tree
Bordering on Buda Pest
he had lain
him down
to over-night
under the lofty rain
of starlight
having leapt from the womb
eighteen years ago
and grown
neglected
along the shores of the Danube
on the Danube in the Danube
вАФor breaking his legs behind runaway horsesвБ†вАФ
with a Carnival quirk
every Shrove Tuesday
Of his riches
a Patriarch
erected a synagogue
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вАФfor the people
His son
looked upon Lea
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of the people
she sat in Synagogue
вАФher hair
long as the Talmud
вАФher tamarind eyesвБ†вАФ
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and disinherited
begat this Exodus
Imperial Austria taught the child
the German
secret patriotism
the Magyar tongue
the father
stuffed him with biblical Hebrew and the
seeds of science
exhorting him
to vindicate
his forefatherвАЩs ambitions
The child
flowered precociously
fever
smote the father
the widowed mother
took to her bosom
a spouse
of her own sphere
and hired
Exodus in apprenticeship
to such
as garrulously inarticulate
ignore
the cosmic cultures
Sinister foster-parents
who lashed the boy
to that paralysis of
the spiritual apparatus
common to
the poor
The arid gravid
intellect
of jewish ancestors
the senile juvenile
calculating prodigies of Jehovah
вАФCrushed by the Occident ox
they scraped
the gold gold golden
muck from off its hoofsвБ†вАФ
moves Exodus
to emmigrate
coveting the alien
asylum
of voluntary military
service
paradise
of the pound-stirling
where the domestic Jew
in lieu
of knouts
is lashed with tongues
The cannibal God
shutters his lids of night
on the dayвАЩs gluttony
the partially
devoured humanity
warms its unblessed beds
with bare prostrations
An insect
from an herb
errs on the
man-mountain
imparts
its infinitesimal tactile stimulus
to the epiderm
to the spirit
of Exodus
stirring
the anaesthetised load
of racial instinct frustrated
impulse
infantile impacts with unreason
on his unconscious
Blinking his eyesвБ†вАФ
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at sunrise
Exodus
lumbar-aching
sleep logged
turns his ear
to the grit earth
and hears
the boom of cardiac cataracts
thumping the turf
with his young pulse
He is undone!
How should he know
he has a heart
The Danube
gives no instruction in anatomyвБ†вАФ
the primary
throb of the animate
a beating mystery
pounds on his ignorance
in seeming
death dealingвБ†вАФ
The frightened fatalist
clenches his eyes
for the involuntary sacrifice
stark
to the sun-zumm dirges of
a bee
he lays him out
for his heart-beats to slay him
It is not accomplished
the burning track
of lengthening sun shafts
spur
This lying-in-state of a virility
to rise
and in his surprised
protracted viability
shoulder his pack
Exodus
whose initiations
in arrogance
through brief
stimulation of his intellect
in servitude
through early
ill-usage
etch involute
inhibitions
upon his sensibility
sharpened and blunted
he
вАФbound for his unformulate
conception of lifeвБ†вАФ
makes for the harbour
and the
dogged officer of Destiny
kept Exodus
and that which he begat
moving along
The highest paid
tailorвАЩs
cutter in the вАЬCityвАЭ
Exodus
Lord Israel
nicknamed
from his consummate bearing
his coaly eye
challenging
the unrevealed universe
speaking fluently
вАЬbusiness-EnglishвАЭ
to the sartorial world
jibbering
stock exchange quotations
and conundrums of finance
to which
unlettered immigrants are instantly
initiate
Those foreigners
before whom
the soul
of the new Motherland
stands nakedly incognito
in so many ciphers
In the boarding-house
the lady with
the locket
вАЬYou will excuse meвБ†вАФ
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Our Dear Queen
picks chicken bones in
her fingersвАЭ
Exodus
at leisure
painting
knowing not why
sunflowers turned sunwards
Sundays
when
England closed
the eyes of every
commercial enterprise
but the church
and spewed
her silent servants
out of her areas
in their bi-weekly вАЬbestвАЭ
to
вАЬOw get along with youвАЭ
their lurching lovers
along the rails of parks
The high-striped
soldiers of the swagger-stick
tempting the wilder flowers of womanhood
to lick-be-quick ice cream
outside the barracks
This jovian hebrew вАЬall dressed up
and nowhere to goвАЭ
stands like a larch
upon the corners of incarcerate streets
deploring the anomalous legs
of ZionвАЩs sons
with the subconscious
irritant of superiority
left in an aristocacy
out of currency
paces
the cancellated desert of the metropolis
with the instinctive urge
of loneliness
to get to вАЬthe heart of somethingвАЭ
The heart of England
sporting its oak
on the rude ratepayer
Hymns
ancient and modern
belabour
crippled cottage-grands
in parlour fronts
A thrush
shatters its song upon the spurious shade
of a barred bird-fancierвАЩs
The dumb philosophies
of the wondering jew
fall into rhythm
with
long unlistened-to
hebrew chants
A wave
вАЬout of tideвАЭ
with the surrounding
ocean
he breaks
insensitized
non-participance
upon himself
(The) unperceived
conqueror
of a new world
in terms of cutting and drafting
Exodus
lifts his head
over the alien crowds
under the alien clouds
proudly
as memory
evokes
the panic-stricken
discoverer of his own heart
coming
barefoot
to the Synagogue
erected by his grandfather
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The Rabbi said вАЬYour grandfather
was a great and a
just man
we reap what he has sown
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honoured be his memory
so hereвАЩs
your fare
third class
May the God of Israel
bless thee among the GentilesвАЭ
And the God of the Gentiles
blessed him among Israel
he had several
shares in the South Eastern
Railway
and other
securities
Suddenly
he remembers
how his mother
told him
he was a seven monthвАЩs child
вАФthing of etherial circulationвБ†вАФ
wrapped in wadding
somewhat
green-seeming
as an untimely apple
And Exodus
feels cold
with sympathy
for that cold thing
that was himself
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The London dusk
wraps up the aborted entity
heeding SolomonвАЩs admonishing
spends
circumcised
circumspect
his evenings
doing lightning calculations
for his high pleasure
Painting
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feeling his pulse
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Incorporeal express trains
from opposite directions
of unequal
lengths and velocities
flash
through his abstract eye
determines instantly
the time
to a decimal
fraction of a second
they take
to pass each other
Under his ivory hands
his sunflowers sunwards
glow
confuse
with itinerant
Judaic eyes
peering
through narrow-slim
entrance-arches
The terrestrial trees
shades
virgin bosoms and blossoms
in course of his acclimatization
a hedge-rose
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He paints
He feels his pulse
The spiritual
tentacles of vanity
that each
puts out towards
the culture
of his epoch
knowing not how to find
and finding not
contact
he has repealed
to fumble among his guts
The only
personal reality
he brought from Hungary
he takes
to Harley street
where medicine
sits
the only
social science
applied to the outsider
The parasite
attaches to the English Rose
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at a guinea a visit
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becomes
more tangible to himself
the exile
mechanism
he learns
is built
to the same osseous structure
shares
identical phenomena
with those
populating the Island
that segregated
from his apprehension
moves
a universe
of unceasing
energies
for the biological
explorerвАЩs introspection
His body
becomes the target of his speculation
His brain
ravenous for informative food
spins
cobwebs
on the only available
branching out of facts
clings
to the visceral
items
he has heard mentioned
until they ache
under mesmeric concentration
Exodus
discovers his nerves
as once
Mankind
in pathological mysticism
believed
itself
to have discovered
its soul
DavidвАЩs daughterвАЩs doweries
and olive-eyes
virgins capitalized
to tantalize!
JehovahвАЩs tailor
sets up in business for himself
however
Some queer
marital independence on the English air
keeping him bachelor
While through
stock quotations
and Latin prescriptions
for physic
filters the lyric
aroma of the rose
Exodus knows
no longer father
or brother
or the God of the Jews,
it is his to choose
finance or
romance of the rose