Exodus

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Exodus

Exodus lay under an oak-tree

Bordering on Buda Pest

he had lain

him down

to over-night

under the lofty rain

of starlight

having leapt from the womb

eighteen years ago

and grown

neglected

along the shores of the Danube

on the Danube in the Danube

вАФor breaking his legs behind runaway horsesвБ†вАФ

with a Carnival quirk

every Shrove Tuesday

Of his riches

a Patriarch

erected a synagogue

вАФ

вАФfor the people

His son

looked upon Lea

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вАФ

of the people

she sat in Synagogue

вАФher hair

long as the Talmud

вАФher tamarind eyesвБ†вАФ

вАФ

and disinherited

begat this Exodus

Imperial Austria taught the child

the German

secret patriotism

the Magyar tongue

the father

stuffed him with biblical Hebrew and the

seeds of science

exhorting him

to vindicate

his forefatherвАЩs ambitions

The child

flowered precociously

fever

smote the father

the widowed mother

took to her bosom

a spouse

of her own sphere

and hired

Exodus in apprenticeship

to such

as garrulously inarticulate

ignore

the cosmic cultures

Sinister foster-parents

who lashed the boy

to that paralysis of

the spiritual apparatus

common to

the poor

The arid gravid

intellect

of jewish ancestors

the senile juvenile

calculating prodigies of Jehovah

вАФCrushed by the Occident ox

they scraped

the gold gold golden

muck from off its hoofsвБ†вАФ

moves Exodus

to emmigrate

coveting the alien

asylum

of voluntary military

service

paradise

of the pound-stirling

where the domestic Jew

in lieu

of knouts

is lashed with tongues

The cannibal God

shutters his lids of night

on the dayвАЩs gluttony

the partially

devoured humanity

warms its unblessed beds

with bare prostrations

An insect

from an herb

errs on the

man-mountain

imparts

its infinitesimal tactile stimulus

to the epiderm

to the spirit

of Exodus

stirring

the anaesthetised load

of racial instinct frustrated

impulse

infantile impacts with unreason

on his unconscious

Blinking his eyesвБ†вАФ

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at sunrise

Exodus

lumbar-aching

sleep logged

turns his ear

to the grit earth

and hears

the boom of cardiac cataracts

thumping the turf

with his young pulse

He is undone!

How should he know

he has a heart

The Danube

gives no instruction in anatomyвБ†вАФ

the primary

throb of the animate

a beating mystery

pounds on his ignorance

in seeming

death dealingвБ†вАФ

The frightened fatalist

clenches his eyes

for the involuntary sacrifice

stark

to the sun-zumm dirges of

a bee

he lays him out

for his heart-beats to slay him

It is not accomplished

the burning track

of lengthening sun shafts

spur

This lying-in-state of a virility

to rise

and in his surprised

protracted viability

shoulder his pack

Exodus

whose initiations

in arrogance

through brief

stimulation of his intellect

in servitude

through early

ill-usage

etch involute

inhibitions

upon his sensibility

sharpened and blunted

he

вАФbound for his unformulate

conception of lifeвБ†вАФ

makes for the harbour

and the

dogged officer of Destiny

kept Exodus

and that which he begat

moving along

The highest paid

tailorвАЩs

cutter in the вАЬCityвАЭ

Exodus

Lord Israel

nicknamed

from his consummate bearing

his coaly eye

challenging

the unrevealed universe

speaking fluently

вАЬbusiness-EnglishвАЭ

to the sartorial world

jibbering

stock exchange quotations

and conundrums of finance

to which

unlettered immigrants are instantly

initiate

Those foreigners

before whom

the soul

of the new Motherland

stands nakedly incognito

in so many ciphers

In the boarding-house

the lady with

the locket

вАЬYou will excuse meвБ†вАФ

вАФ

Our Dear Queen

picks chicken bones in

her fingersвАЭ

Exodus

at leisure

painting

knowing not why

sunflowers turned sunwards

Sundays

when

England closed

the eyes of every

commercial enterprise

but the church

and spewed

her silent servants

out of her areas

in their bi-weekly вАЬbestвАЭ

to

вАЬOw get along with youвАЭ

their lurching lovers

along the rails of parks

The high-striped

soldiers of the swagger-stick

tempting the wilder flowers of womanhood

to lick-be-quick ice cream

outside the barracks

This jovian hebrew вАЬall dressed up

and nowhere to goвАЭ

stands like a larch

upon the corners of incarcerate streets

deploring the anomalous legs

of ZionвАЩs sons

with the subconscious

irritant of superiority

left in an aristocacy

out of currency

paces

the cancellated desert of the metropolis

with the instinctive urge

of loneliness

to get to вАЬthe heart of somethingвАЭ

The heart of England

sporting its oak

on the rude ratepayer

Hymns

ancient and modern

belabour

crippled cottage-grands

in parlour fronts

A thrush

shatters its song upon the spurious shade

of a barred bird-fancierвАЩs

The dumb philosophies

of the wondering jew

fall into rhythm

with

long unlistened-to

hebrew chants

A wave

вАЬout of tideвАЭ

with the surrounding

ocean

he breaks

insensitized

non-participance

upon himself

(The) unperceived

conqueror

of a new world

in terms of cutting and drafting

Exodus

lifts his head

over the alien crowds

under the alien clouds

proudly

as memory

evokes

the panic-stricken

discoverer of his own heart

coming

barefoot

to the Synagogue

erected by his grandfather

вАФ

вАФ

вАФ

The Rabbi said вАЬYour grandfather

was a great and a

just man

we reap what he has sown

вАФ

honoured be his memory

so hereвАЩs

your fare

third class

May the God of Israel

bless thee among the GentilesвАЭ

And the God of the Gentiles

blessed him among Israel

he had several

shares in the South Eastern

Railway

and other

securities

Suddenly

he remembers

how his mother

told him

he was a seven monthвАЩs child

вАФthing of etherial circulationвБ†вАФ

wrapped in wadding

somewhat

green-seeming

as an untimely apple

And Exodus

feels cold

with sympathy

for that cold thing

that was himself

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The London dusk

wraps up the aborted entity

heeding SolomonвАЩs admonishing

spends

circumcised

circumspect

his evenings

doing lightning calculations

for his high pleasure

Painting

вАФ

вАФ

вАФ

feeling his pulse

вАФ

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Incorporeal express trains

from opposite directions

of unequal

lengths and velocities

flash

through his abstract eye

determines instantly

the time

to a decimal

fraction of a second

they take

to pass each other

Under his ivory hands

his sunflowers sunwards

glow

confuse

with itinerant

Judaic eyes

peering

through narrow-slim

entrance-arches

The terrestrial trees

shades

virgin bosoms and blossoms

in course of his acclimatization

a hedge-rose

вАФ

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He paints

He feels his pulse

The spiritual

tentacles of vanity

that each

puts out towards

the culture

of his epoch

knowing not how to find

and finding not

contact

he has repealed

to fumble among his guts

The only

personal reality

he brought from Hungary

he takes

to Harley street

where medicine

sits

the only

social science

applied to the outsider

The parasite

attaches to the English Rose

вАФ

вАФ

вАФ

вАФ

вАФ

at a guinea a visit

вАФ

becomes

more tangible to himself

the exile

mechanism

he learns

is built

to the same osseous structure

shares

identical phenomena

with those

populating the Island

that segregated

from his apprehension

moves

a universe

of unceasing

energies

for the biological

explorerвАЩs introspection

His body

becomes the target of his speculation

His brain

ravenous for informative food

spins

cobwebs

on the only available

branching out of facts

clings

to the visceral

items

he has heard mentioned

until they ache

under mesmeric concentration

Exodus

discovers his nerves

as once

Mankind

in pathological mysticism

believed

itself

to have discovered

its soul

DavidвАЩs daughterвАЩs doweries

and olive-eyes

virgins capitalized

to tantalize!

JehovahвАЩs tailor

sets up in business for himself

however

Some queer

marital independence on the English air

keeping him bachelor

While through

stock quotations

and Latin prescriptions

for physic

filters the lyric

aroma of the rose

Exodus knows

no longer father

or brother

or the God of the Jews,

it is his to choose

finance or

romance of the rose