Portrait of a Young Man with a Bad Heart

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Portrait of a Young Man with a Bad Heart

Have I seen her?

Only through the window

across the street.

If I go meeting her

on the corner

some damned fool

will go blabbing it

to the old man and

she’ll get hell.

He’s a queer old bastard!

Every time he sees me

you’d think

I wanted to kill him.

But I figure it out

it’s best to let things

stay as they are⁠—

for a while at least.

It’s hard

giving up the thing

you want most

in the world, but with this

damned pump of mine

liable to give out⁠ ⁠…

She’s a good kid

and I’d hate to hurt her

but if she can get over it⁠—

it’d be the best thing.