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“Dear boy,” said Bettie, when I had made an end of reading, “and are you very miserable?”

Her fingers were interlocked behind her small black head; and the sympathy with which she regarded me was tenderly flavored with amusement.

This much I noticed as I glanced upward from my manuscript, and mustered a Spartan smile. “If misery loves company, then am I the least unhappy soul alive. For I don’t want anybody but just you, and I believe I never will.”

“Oh⁠—? But I don’t count.” The girl continued, with composure: “Or rather, I have always counted your affairs, so that I know precisely what it all amounts to.”

“Sum total?”

“A lot of imitation emotions.” She added hastily: “Oh, quite a good imitation, dear; you are smooth enough to see to that. Why, I remember once⁠—when you read me that first sonnet, sitting all hunched up on the little stool, and pretending you didn’t know I knew who you meant me to know it was for, and ending with a really very effective, breathless sob⁠—and caught my hand and pressed it to your forehead for a moment⁠—Why, that time I was thoroughly rattled and almost believed⁠—even I⁠—that⁠—” She shrugged. “And if I had been younger⁠—!” she said, half regretfully, for at this time Bettie was very nearly twenty-two.

“Yes.” The effective breathless sob responded to what had virtually been an encore. “I have not forgotten.”

“Only for a moment, though.” Miss Hamlyn reflected, and then added, brightly: “Now, most girls would have liked it, for it sounded all wool. And they would have gone into it, as you wanted, and have been very, very happy for a while. Then, after a time⁠—after you had got a sonnet or two out of it, and had made a sufficiency of pretty speeches⁠—you would have gone for an admiring walk about yourself, and would have inspected your sensations and have applauded them, quite enthusiastically, and would have said, in effect: ‘Madam, I thank you for your attention. Pray regard the incident as closed.’ ”

“You are doing me,” I observed, “an injustice. And however tiny they may be, I hate ’em.”

“But, Robin, can’t you see,” she said, with an odd earnestness, “that to be fond of you is quite disgracefully easy, even though⁠—” Bettie Hamlyn said, presently: “Why, your one object in life appears to be to find a girl who will allow you to moon around her and make verses about her. Oh, very well! I met today just the sort of pretty idiot who will let you do it. She is visiting Kathleen Eppes for the Finals. She has a great deal of money, too, I hear.” And Bettie mentioned a name.

“That’s rather queer,” said I. “I used to know that girl. She will be at the K.A. dance tomorrow night, I suppose,”⁠—and I put up my manuscript with a large air of tolerance. “I dare say that I have been exaggerating matters a bit, after all. Any woman who treated me in the way that Miss Aurelia did is not, really, worthy of regret. And in any event, I got a ballade out of her and six⁠—no, seven⁠—other poems.”

For the name which Bettie had mentioned was that of Stella Musgrave, and I was, somehow, curiously desirous to come again to Stella, and nervous about it, too, even then.⁠ ⁠…