أنا و الشّيطان...و الوطن
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Completed, First published Apr 25, 2026

في هذه الرواية، يظهر تأملات شخصية في الذكريات والماضي، وتكشف عن كراهية ساخرة للواقع السياسي والاجتماعي. ينسج السرد حوارات متوترة بين الراوي والشيطان، الذي يظهر فجأة حاملاً كتابًا قديمًا يثير تساؤلات حول طبيعة العقل وأصله. تتخلل هذه الصفحات تحديات فلسفية ومواجهات لغوية بليغة، حيث يستفز الراوي الشيطان ويستمتع بمشاهدة غضبه. يختتم النص بطلب جريء، يهدد بقطع الطريق على الشيطان في الرواية، ويستدعي كأسًا من الفودكا لبدء حديث طويل. ووترسم هذه الصفحات صورة عن عالم يمزج السخرية باليأس، والتمرد بالتفكر.
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