July 6
On my doctor’s advice, went to see Dr. P⸺, a lung specialist. M⸺found a dull spot on one of my lungs, and, not feeling very sure, and without telling me the nature of his suspicion, he arranged for Dr. P⸺ to see me, allowing me to suppose he was a stomach authority as my dyspepsia is bad.
Well: it is not consumption, but my lungs and physique are such that consumption might easily supervene. As soon as Dr. P⸺ had gone, M⸺ appended the following lugubrious yarn:—
Whenever I catch cold, I must go and be treated at once, all my leisure must be spent out of doors, I must take cream and milk in prodigious quantities and get fat at all costs. There is even a question of my giving up work.