My Day of Life

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My Day of Life

I know not how it is⁠—it seems

Fantastic and surprising

That after all these dreams and dreams,

Here in the sun’s first level beams,

The sun is still just rising!

When first he showed his sovereign face,

And bade the night-folk scuttle

Back to their holes, I took my place

Here on the hill, and God His grace

Sent slumber soft and subtle.

Among the poppies red and white,

I’ve lain and drowsed, for all it

Appears a sluggardly delight.

I must have had a wakeful night,

Though, faith, I don’t recall it.

And, O I’ve dreamed so many things!

One hardly can unravel

The tangled web of visionings

That slumber-of-the-morning brings:

Play, study, work and travel;

The love of women (mostly those

Were fairest that were newest);

Hard knocks from friends and other foes:

Compacts with men (my memory shows

The deadest are the truest);

War⁠—what a hero I became

By merely dreaming battle!

Athwart the field of letters, Fame

Blared through the brass my weary name

With an ominous death-rattle.

Such an eternity of thought

Within a minute’s fraction!

Such phantoms out of nothing wrought,

And fading suddenly to naught

As I awake to action!

They scamper each into its hole,

These dreams of my begetting.

They’ve had their moment; take, my soul,

Thy day of life.⁠ ⁠… Gods! this is droll⁠—

That thieving sun is setting!