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Nell was relieved by her motherтАЩs attitude. She had feared recriminations, reproaches. Insensibly she always shrank from harsh words or any kind of scene. Sometimes she thought to herself bitterly: тАЬIтАЩm a coward. I canтАЩt stand up to things.тАЭ
She was definitely afraid of her mother. She had been dominated by her always, from the first moment she could remember. Mrs.┬аVereker had the hard imperious character which can rule most weaker natures with whom it comes in contact. And Nell was the more easily subdued because she understood well enough that her mother loved her and that it was because of that love that she was so determined that Nell should have the happiness out of life that she herself had failed to get.
So Nell was immeasurably relieved when her mother uttered no reproaches, merely observed:
тАЬIf youтАЩre determined to be foolish, well, there it is. Most girls have some little love affair or other which comes to nothing in the end. I havenтАЩt much patience with this sentimental nonsense myself. The boy canтАЩt possibly afford to marry for years to come and youтАЩll only make yourself very unhappy. But you must please yourself.тАЭ
In spite of herself, Nell was influenced by this contemptuous attitude. She hoped against hope that VernonтАЩs uncle might perhaps do something. VernonтАЩs letter dashed her hopes.
They must waitтБатАФand perhaps wait a very long time.